breathe

it’s been a chill day at home
and for once i don’t feel like it’s a waste of time.
snoozed most of it, tv-ed, movie-d.
perhaps because i know i’m definitely not in the shape to be out and about
thanks to cable ski and soccer yesterday.

having awful muscleaches all over, and i really mean all over.
neck’s the worst, and my arms, thighs, back, waist, shoulders are aching as well.
but no pain, no gain!
i had lots of fun so i’m happyyyy despite the pain. :)
cable ski is fun and i wanna go again! need practice!
anybody?

i finally watched twilight!
i can’t tell if it’d be nice if i hadn’t read the book..
but now that i have, i think the movie is like rushed through and kinda weird that some parts are linked together when they’re not supposed to…
inevitable.
kirsten stewart really does grow on you, but my impression of bella would be a lot paler and weak-looking? kirsten steward has the natural sporty girl look, imo.
robert pattinson has charm, not all that goodlooking, but yes, charming. i think he looked better as cedric in harry potter though.  

am the driver tomorrow!
sheesh, am really going to suffer with the steering wheel and gear cause of my muscleaches. haha!
after tomorrow, i’m left with just 2 last weekends.
hmmm. am going to miss everything.
it’s become my life already…

well, i can finally breathe.
the past week has been.. good, in a way.
i had space to think, to realise, to logic.
and i know now exactly what i want.


note to self:
know what you want, hold on to it tight, and don’t settle for 2nd best. :)